Living with psoriasis. Are you MAD?????

psoriasisPsoriasis is hateful.

I developed it as a young teenager, just what I didn’t need at a time when my body was already going through some huge and alarming changes.  I’ve spent my life since in a battle against psoriasis, seeking out new tactics to beat it into submission and most often going undercover; hiding my skin away from the world, pretending to be normal while all the time, under my clothes, I’m plastered with red hot patches of skin, sore, flaking and peeling.  It’s been a long, hard campaign and in reality my enemy doesn’t even exist.  It’s just me fighting me.  At times I’ve felt very low and I’m not alone.

So many people with psoriasis suffer with clinical levels of anxiety and depression.  People with psoriasis can even feel suicidal.  I understand this.  It’s a difficult condition to live with; painful and unsightly and in a world where appearance is so important, it’ easy to feel disgusting and ashamed.  It’s hardly surprising this would affect your mood.

A review ‘Psoriasis and Associated Psychiatric Disorders’ was recently published in the Journal of Clinical and Aesthetic Dermatology.  The authors reviewed research papers published between 1990 and 2015 looking at psoriasis and mental disorders.  The most prevalent psychiatric problems were sleep (more than 50% of people with psoriasis) and sexual disorders (a depressing 71% of people with psoriasis).  They also found papers reporting an association with schizoid traits, schizophrenia, substance abuse, bipolar disorder and eating disorders.

Problems with dependency and eating may be understood as coping strategies and of course you don’t sleep or feel too sexy with all that itching and flaking going on, but the connection with bipolar disorder and schizophrenia is less easy to understand.

From closer reading, it would seem that the association with schizophrenia is mainly based on a paper which found that people with schizophrenia have a higher risk for psoriasis rather than the other way around.  It’s a bit like saying that a large number of newspapers are published online, but that doesn’t mean that a high rate of online content is newspapers.  Some of the other evidence reported in the review came from a small number case studies where psoriasis cleared up after anti-psychotics were administered.   When psychiatrists talk about schizoid personality or traits the main characteristics are social isolation, intimacy avoidance and restricted affections.  Well duh.  It’s hardly surprising to act like this when you are covered in psoriasis.

Whichever way you look at it, having psoriasis can make you feel bonkers at times.  But it doesn’t have to be that way.  I have one, unique life, albeit a life marred by flaking skin, but I want to be happy and enjoy it.  Sure, I would bite the hand off someone offering me a cure, but until that happy day comes, I want to make the most of my life in spite of my skin.  I believe I can.  There are many psychological strategies and techniques to help you cope with your skin.  You can learn these on your own with the many self help resources available online or find a good psychologist to lead the way.

Reference

Ferreira BI, Abreu JL, Reis JP, Figueiredo AM. (2016). Psoriasis and Associated Psychiatric Disorders: A Systematic Review on Etiopathogenesis and Clinical Correlation. J Clin Aesthet Dermatol;9(6):36-43.

 

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Psoriasis and sleep

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I’ve never really suffered with itching except for the summer after my third child was born.  I spent night after night either feeding my baby or scratching until I bled.  It was the start of a horrible vicious cycle.  The more I itched, the less I slept, the less I slept, the worse my skin was.  Psoriasis really is the disease that keeps on giving but luckily, the unbearable itchiness only lasted a few months.

Those months of sleep deprivation made me realise how important sleep is to my skin.  My psoriasis is always calmer and more manageable when my sleep is good quality.  I don’t suppose I am the only one to notice that, so here are my top tips for good quality sleep:

Reduce your caffeine intake from late afternoon onwards.  That includes tea, coffee, energy drinks and chocolate.  Ideally give up products containing caffeine altogether.  Drink chamomile tea or a milky drink at bedtime instead.  Alcohol and nicotine are also stimulants that will disturb your sleep.

Get some exercise during the day.  Something outdoors, like walking or cycling so you get some sunlight will be beneficial as natural light is linked to our sleep cycle.

Get into a good routine.  Go to bed and get up at the same time every day.  Get up at your set time, even if you’ve had a bad night.  Try not to nap during the day.  Sadly our bodies do best on monotonous, boring routine.

Don’t stress about not sleeping.  If you are lying awake in bed in the wee small hours, don’t panic about how tired you will be or how your skin will suffer.  Easier said than done I know, but instead of worrying, use the time to do some mindfulness.  That way you’ll be using the time to do your body some good even if you aren’t asleep.  Try a mindful minute or download a podcast.

Turn your clock to face the wall.  Don’t be tempted to check what time it is.  It doesn’t matter and will only stress you out or wake you up.  Don’t cheat and look at your phone or your watch.  You don’t need to know what time it is and while we’re at it, you probably don’t need your phone next to your bed either.

Ask yourself whether you need less sleep than you used to.  Our sleep requirements often reduce as we get older but we still expect to need the nine hours we had when we were teenagers.  Whatever your bedtime was 20 years ago, you can bet it is too early now.

Remember, you are probably getting more sleep than you realise.  Research in sleep laboratories show that individuals who claim not to sleep, do get some shut eye and much more than they estimate.

Make your bedroom relaxing and inviting.  My favourite of all, are clean sheets, line dried (they smell so good after a day in the sun) and preferably put on the bed by someone else.  I may not have a great night’s sleep but at least I go to bed happy.

Sweet dreams.

Be mindful while the kettle boils

One Minute of Mindfulness

As I wrote in an earlier post, mindfulness can help with psoriasis (mindfulness and psoriasis).

This is a simple mindful exercise you can do whilst waiting for the kettle to boil.kettle

Put the kettle on and then focus all your attention on your breathing. There’s no need to slow down your breathing, just leave your eyes open and breathe as you normally would. Count at the end of each out breath.

Your mind will wander, that’s normal, so be ready to notice that and bring your attention back to your breath.

Feel the sensations of each breath as it flows into and out of your body. Notice the sensations in your nose, your rib cage, your chest. Notice the temperature of the air as you breathe in and then again when you breathe out.

If your thoughts drift away don’t worry. Simply notice that it’s happened and come back to focus on your breath. In and out. In and out.

Continue this until the kettle has come to a boil.

And that’s it.

It seems a simple task but it will have a powerful effect on your body. Notice how you feel afterwards and the more you practice the easier it becomes.  Mindfulness can help with anxiety, depression and stress and may even help your skin.

You can use this exercise many times throughout the day, whenever you need a cuppa!

Mindfulness and Psoriasis

strawberries_strawberry_fruit_214340I often teach mindfulness to the people I work with. People who are struggling with painful and distressing symptoms find it a useful tool in helping them to cope.

Our brains are so complex and so busy and our thoughts can have a powerful physical affect on our bodies.  Remembering a stressful incident at work can raise your blood pressure, thinking about the presentation we have to do in a months time can cause a surge in adrenaline.  We have amazing brains.  A picture of a delicious cake or juicy strawberries can make us salivate, a photograph can physically arouse us.  But there are times when we need to quieten it down a bit.  To have a rest from our thoughts.  Mindfulness can help with that.

There are many great apps and podcasts to help you practice.  I would recommend watching anything by Mark Williams on youtube.  Try this video if you have spare hour.

I would also recommend Palouse Mindfulness  This is a fantastic resource which takes you through a six week course.  It’s free and there are no catches.  Try listening to the Body Scan exercise.

If you want to start with something simple, try a mindful minute.  You can do it whilst waiting for the kettle to boil.  Please comment below and let me know how you got on.